Look Around and See

 here's the canzone i made. =)))

All you people of the world look out bound

You’ll see a little girl roaming around

Talking to kids or teachers

Or to her friends at the bleachers

You’ll see her strumming a guitar

And singing to some old/new songs

Along with her awesome best friends

That’s how, with them, she rolls

She’s the kind of girl you’ll usually see

Up on the stage, a leader to be

She may be OC at times

She diminishes all crimes

Who is she? You ask

Roam your eyes around to see

If you still haven’t got a clue

Please don’t be blue

World of Dismay

 this is a Stev i wrote for our English class.  hope you like it. =))))

Everywhere you look, you’ll see

People suffering, people dying

Without a cause, without a motive

People’s lives ended, reason not knowing

Rich people always get away

With everything they do and say

What about the people lower than you?

Can they voice out what they may?

I think that is not the case

Injustice runs in this world of dismay

Hope and peace are breaking apart

I do not know what to say

I don’t get how these people can take

To do all these crimes without feeling ashamed

Do they have any conscience at all?

They are to be blamed

I pray that they will realize

How wrong it is to put people aside

We are all equal in God’s sight

So why shouldn’t we all abide?

it all ends

last Friday, my friends and i watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2. it was pretty awesome. the lines were well written. it was fit for the ending of one of the most amazing ages. at the end of the movie, i felt like crying. but i stopped the waterworks from starting coz i know that once it starts, it's hard to end. the next day, i watched some BTS clips of the deathly hallows. the director's line had me crying at the end of the clip. he said: we always knew we were coming back, and this time we knew we weren't. i cried partly because, my childhood movie series finally came to an end. but mostly because it was fit for me. i'm graduating from high school this school year and from my past blog i said i'm not yet ready to move on, to go on with my life and leave home. i'm not really good at goodbyes. not goodbyes after a family gathering or after a day-out with friends but goodbyes that mean not seeing each other for quite a long time; goodbyes that mean see you on the flip side; goodbyes that mean "hey, i won't be able to be there for you anymore.". i hate those goodbyes.

about 5 years ago, i faced the same kind of goodbyes. i got depressed. i always cried. i was convinced that i'm all alone in this world of dismay. sometimes, i thought of killing myself. but after some time, i realized it was not worth it. i'm afraid that i'll face the same kind of depression after high school., maybe even worse. i mean, it was just after 6th grade when i got depressed. i still have friends at school. i still go to the same school. but after high school, i'll face a different world. my friends wouldn't be there anymore. they wouldn't be there to encourage me; they wouldn't be there to tell me everything will be all right; they wouldn't be there to make me laugh when i'm blue. i will be -this time- all alone. that really scares me. everything i knew will finally come to an end. just like Harry Potter. we wouldn't be coming back. we are getting closer to never doing what we've grown used to doing. it wouldn't be the same anymore.

if the Harry Potter age says: We destroyed the stone, found the chamber, freed the prisoner, won the tournament, helped the order, knew who the prince was, and saw the demon die... This is the Harry Potter age! Peace, Love, Potter. we say: we conquered our fear of the next level, got through NAT, gave the Seniors a memorable prom, and are living the most out of everyday. this is the Spartans age... Peace, Love, Spartans.

high school politics

so, next week is our campaign, miting de avance and elections. i'm not dwelling on the fact that i might lose too much. i've already given everything to God and so i feel content. of course, it'll hurt. who wouldn't be disappointed with losing the most important election of his/her life in high school? but, i really don't get high school politics. students vote out of popularity rather than the person's capacities to be in a student government. popularity tends - actually it really does - over shadow capability. there are some students who get in the government because they're popular, not because they have what it takes to run a government for the students. and thus, the SG will head towards a trainwreck. hence, the negative view about the government. and so, these people who think that the SG is nothing but a sore loser, will run to try and make it better. but in reality, the student government will never be as good as people would want them to be unless the people who run it are the people with initiative; people with feelings; people with experience; people who care and not people who use being in the SG for their own good. in my honest opinion, the principal should just appoint the students who she believes and the whole faculty believes to be efficient to be one of the main officers, like the president, vice, secretary, treasurer and auditor. to still keep the spirit of high school politics, the students would get to vote their batch representatives. forget the questions, forget the protests, forget the want of the students. what we're talking about here is for their own good. so i suggest, they should just shut up and enjoy the ride. =)))))))